Time is on May 24, 1998 at two o 'clock in the afternoon, site vows U.S. the queens borough of New York farad abundant 39 street in bazaar mainland culture of gold after store, I know a bookstore completely in a Chinese restaurant, after lunch, wandered in road, accidental; The bookstore is not large, many customers, I just go on stage, the hall center immediately a estimates in 50 years of age and men, from open shelves side came up and asked me: "are you liu!" I say, he is very happy, immediately went from shelves in unity press I took out a "I am out of his signature, which makes me, this makes the bookstore owner - a pair of about 30 couples, also surround came to me; Customer buy my book, the boss very enthusiastic told me they were in into the I what books, and have asked me how long this back New York stop? Recently in writing? ... I answered them, the heart glad, but also didn't feel any accident.coach madison op art double zip tote golden brown
Should the customer and the boss couples, we asked WoBie combined a film,; However, when I walk out of a bookstore, and head to a lady, around 40 years old, is in Chinese, she is suddenly recognized me, fierce stop, blunt I blurt out: "liu?!" I nod... Just two or three sentences, she talked's face suddenly one variable, unexpectedly back two step, and head toward the side don't in the past, for not let me, and my behind saw her face; However, few seconds later she or her head was over, I was surprised to discover that excitement, she cried, is not only with tears in eyes, and the mouth slanting, and been issued voice - although the voice by her again soon forced to hold back...
I have to write down in this scene, not to make a parade of his reputation effects -- I know very well, and I have actually been is empty its, is a more and more marginalized writer, it makes some readers what objectionable; Nor to prove what what oracle - such as propaganda in the late 1970s "wounds literature" early 80s sensation unexpectedly such lasting, has been formed in multiple literary situation, embrace reality, the same time dollar should still struggling to realistically tunneling, etc. I just want to write down the complex had faced excited mood, and some of the JingWu afterwards.
The 10 years ago, is now residing in the United States came to see me lady, the excitement like this, make herself in a twinkling embarrassed, and makes me at that time also very embarrassed, because, 20 years ago I wrote works and she read works, are in the group brings in from close, as excitement the black house suddenly filled with step and covered with YangYanGuang bathing, and that's really clear a particularly exciting period in New York, she suddenly met my, unexpectedly suddenly burst open memory, and in an instant the emotional gate cannot yourself; I do, because older than her, than she mature? I wonder, did not then excited.
I'm not excited over long. Because enjoy sunshine and weathered the storm has become a life lesson, so often learned to calm down? Know the reason? Practice deep? The skilled counsel? ... Facing a strange for me and excited readers of my unprepared, just mumblingly say: "you don't cry... don't do this..." Fall as if she have made a mistake, or what I got to take unfair thing... Why don't I excited? Am I really lost the excited ability? Or, is I know than she brillant - is now a cannot depend excited push for period?coach madison op art penelope tote
Things too much, I'm back in Beijing
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